Ellis didn't think Otegine was a god, and while he doesn't like gods because all they've done to him was wrong him for simply existing, Otegine gives off a different vibe from that. He's kind, helpful, trying to get used to the life here. He felt that was genuine, unlike himself, who only did it at first so that he could secure aide if something went wrong. Well, at least until this happened. Ellis still thinks Otegine got cursed the same way Gaku did.
Making one's own purpose is quite the bold move for Ellis, who was never regarded to be anything except something people wanted to get rid of. After having his taken away, he thought he could never regain that sense of worth ever again.
What does he want? Ellis had put off the thought for so long ever since he came here. To want something was to be real. To have passion was to be real. ]
People remember you here. You don't need to be worshipped, but people know who you are, even if you decide to do annoying things now. You already have the recognition you claim to want, so there's no need to do things like that.
So if you want something more than what you have now, maybe that's a you problem.
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Ellis didn't think Otegine was a god, and while he doesn't like gods because all they've done to him was wrong him for simply existing, Otegine gives off a different vibe from that. He's kind, helpful, trying to get used to the life here. He felt that was genuine, unlike himself, who only did it at first so that he could secure aide if something went wrong. Well, at least until this happened. Ellis still thinks Otegine got cursed the same way Gaku did.
Making one's own purpose is quite the bold move for Ellis, who was never regarded to be anything except something people wanted to get rid of. After having his taken away, he thought he could never regain that sense of worth ever again.
What does he want? Ellis had put off the thought for so long ever since he came here. To want something was to be real. To have passion was to be real. ]
People remember you here. You don't need to be worshipped, but people know who you are, even if you decide to do annoying things now. You already have the recognition you claim to want, so there's no need to do things like that.
So if you want something more than what you have now, maybe that's a you problem.